Posted in broken-hearted, failure, love, poem, tagged blog post, brokenhearted, depressed, depression, failure, feeling lonely, letting go, lonely, love, loved, poem, sad, worthless on October 24, 2014| Leave a Comment »
another night without talking
backs simply gawking
on the edge of balking
intent on stalling
loves withdrawing
recalling the days I loved u
drawing on gray november hue
mumbling out of the blue
pausing becomes past due
whispering I love you
our time quickly dying
no matter if I’m trying
fighting, denying, crying
I know you’re just surviving
a broken soul tiring
I miss you smiling
I set you free
of you
that was me
Posted in failure, god, love, prayer, writing, tagged brokenhearted, depression, failure, feeling lonely, God, God loves us, God loves you, god's love, hope, letting go on September 8, 2014| 2 Comments »
Love. So much has been written, sung, created, joined, saved, married, and born… a universe generated from our God’s love, LOVE so powerful, that, from that love, life burst forth from nothing. God loved life beyond our comprehension that somehow, a universe grew from that love. In that split second of the big bang our souls grabbed ahold of a teeny, tiny piece of that love, and we have been happy sad laughing crying jumping crawling all at the same time, and this, THIS moves this fragile life of ours. You feel it swell in your chest that you lose your breath and your stomach quivers. You digest it to the point of exhaustion and your legs are weak. (more…)
Posted in broken-hearted, failure, god, poem, tagged death, depression, God, letting go, lonely, love, night, poem, sad, worthless on August 19, 2014| Leave a Comment »
peaceful into the night
peaceful into the night
my star never did burn bright
peaceful into the night
not a fucking thing done right
peaceful into the night
my soul yearns for god’s light
as I pass
as I pass…
peaceful into the night
muddy dreams slip from my sight
gripping my breathe tight
I – of forgotten me – refuse to fight
as I sink
as I float
peaceful into the night
love’s pitiful plight
shattered outright
as I… go…
to empathy’s delight
peaceful into the night
peaceful into the night
peaceful
into
the
night
Posted in broken-hearted, failure, forgiveness, love, poem, questions, tagged brokenhearted, failure, feeling lonely, forgiveness, God, letting go, lonely, love, not what it seems, sad, worthless on July 13, 2014| Leave a Comment »
there’s my mom, sittin’ up front, cryin’, carryin’ on
in er blue dress, the one she got for my gradeation
the lace ’round the collar is tore, but that’s my fault
seein’ how she cried, when i fell, cause i was plastered
didn’t even have it in my hand yet, the deploma that is
everyone laughed…but not my mom, she gets angry (more…)
Posted in belief, god, love, serve, tagged 80s show, details, God, God loves us, Highway to Heaven, Jonathan Smith, letting go, the stuff, trusting in God on October 16, 2013| 3 Comments »
Growing up in the 80s, one of my favorite TV shows was Highway to Heaven starring Michael Landon and Victor French. If you don’t know the show, Michael Landon plays Jonathan Smith, an angel sent to Earth to help people in a time of need. Victor French, who is still alive and is a tad cynical, is Mark Gordon, an ex-cop helping Jonathan on his mission to serve. It was a great show that we watched as a family. This show is one of my favorite memories growing up.
Why am I talking about a TV show from the 80s? Well, I’ll tell you. Recently a production company has purchased the rights to show, and they are releasing the seasons on DVD. The shows are unedited and exactly like they were in the 80s. So far, Season 1 and Season 2 are the only seasons available, but I own both. I will include links to the DVDs on Amazon.com at the end of the post.
Compiling God's Code 