another night without talking
backs simply gawking
on the edge of balking
intent on stalling
loves withdrawing
recalling the days I loved u
drawing on gray november hue
mumbling out of the blue
pausing becomes past due
whispering I love you
our time quickly dying
no matter if I’m trying
fighting, denying, crying
I know you’re just surviving
a broken soul tiring
I miss you smiling
I set you free
of you
that was me
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