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Where has Christmas Gone?

One of my first memories of Christmas is in my backyard as a child, as the sun faded behind the houses in the neighborhood. A boy of maybe 5 or 6 years old, leaning back in a swing seat with my feet high in the air and my head hanging back so that I could see the sky through the pecan trees still clinging to some leaves, I remember the happiness just waiting for Santa Claus to arrive some time during the night. I searched the sky for that glowing nose, knowing that it was out there, somewhere, leading Santa to his destinations. At that moment, I remember grasping the concept of the world being very large – so large – that Santa could be out in that purple night sky and I couldn’t see him.

As a child I knew Christmas was about Jesus’ birth and Santa Claus coming to my house. During the younger years, it was more about Santa, but as years passed, I grew to love the celebration of the birth of our Savior. Then becoming a parent meant happiness was experienced seeing the smiles on my children’s face as they celebrated Christmas. I have to admit, that I have always loved Christmas and the way people seemed to transform into more loving humans, capable of spreading the goodness and happiness that saturated the world, at least the one around me. Continue Reading »

Random Encounters

Life brings surprises in the form of a random encounter with someone that affects you in a way you never expected. If you have had an experience like that, I would like to hear about it. You can leave a comment or send an email.

Wade

dance on bones of dead

dance on the bones of dead and try not to cryvomit of loneliness stinks the soul

gushing forth splattering across my world

gyrating and shredding – memories destroy my logic

dance on the boulevard, dance on bones of dead

god damn’t where does it all end

tracking, stumbling, elusive happiness

love craps on faith destroying the will

schemes, dreams,  lies exacerbate my attempts

dance on the mission floors, dance on the lost chances

god damn’t why am I such a motherfucker

destroy, destroy, destroy

god damn’t from nothing to nothing

dust to dust, crap to crap

paradise undiscovered

emptiness

deserve

book reccomendation

same kind of different as meI recently finished a powerful book, “same kind of different as me.” that stirred my soul and opened my eyes to so many of God’s miracles and to the people we are supposed to love in this world. If you haven’t read it, pick it up now.

It is a true story. I will not say any more than that because I don’t want to provide any details.

Enjoy!

Wade

 

Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/Same-Kind-Different-Modern-Day-International/dp/084991910X

negative energy

No matter the origin, negative energy has only one destination, and that place is your soul.

I’m re-posting an older one; mostly so that I learn more from it, and hopefully, you will as well.

No matter the origin, negative energy has only one destination, and that place is your soul. And as you fight it and struggle to push it away, you dwell longer and longer on it, feeding it, until the negativity distracts you and overwhelms you. Its simplicity is why it thrives, and the origin has long moved on, but that whisper, as you sit alone with your thoughts, gnaws and gnaws at your confidence, your heart, your logic, and your connection with God.

Forgiveness.

Jesus teaches of forgiveness because, while it won’t un-ring the bell, it transfers power from an external force to you and your relationship with God. It heals the soul. Instead of struggling, you let go. Now the whisper in your ear speaks of love and freedom. Forgiveness brings peace and a realization that life moves on, even after a bout with negative energy.

Seek and you shall find. Ask and it will be given. Forgive and you will know love.

I love you. Wade