god bless momma
god bless her
god bless the dead
which no longer talk,
and
god bless me
the second coming came
i was left alone in hell
what should i do
save me
love me
i saw you god
when the sun rose
and the flowers opened
i saw you waiting
for mankind to love
i saw you god
needed you
i saw you move god
when the wind stirred
and a newborn cried
i saw you god
but you never noticed me
holy seekers preach
the end is almost near
i just want some mark
to show that i was here
pain
does life go on
i need a caring heart
to end this ruthless lie
brains
intelligence kills my god
why can’t i find
the hope that i seek
mistakes happen
humanity sucks
love is a tale forgotten
i want a life
which allows for mercy
when killing
is by god’s hands
i don’t want to be the one
the messiah for the near dead
grant me peace
hear my prayers
dying time is near
i want to learn
the meaning of life
are we to follow our lord
are we to follow our leaders
one leads to a promised judgment
one leads to a promised quick reward
will i die in vain
if i choose one and not the other
the wrecking ball is here
god’s revelations
have all been fulfilled
the lamb to be slaughtered
is placed upon the alter
the evil close their eyes
while the good stand and stare
god bless my soul
i run to you with open arms
Compiling God's Code 
I reallly like this…especially the ending lines that begin with “the wrecking ball”. This captures a lot and I can translate it to some things going on in my life. Thanks!
This made me so sad when I read it. You are loved, you matter. Is this writing the
way you really feel? I pray not.
Date: Fri, 17 Aug 2012 04:16:22 +0000
To: grammy82@hotmail.com
Whoa, mom, first off, it’s an older poem that I revamped. I couldn’t sleep last night, so I stayed up and worked on this. Second, I think everyone feels like this at some point in their life, and there are many, many instances in the bible where people felt like this. This poem just captures a point in time.